Broken Feelings

Broken dreams; hope ripped at the seams.
Nothing left inside to balance out the pain.
I wonder why I'm pushing on.
My love was in vain.
I’m scared it will never be right again.
I keep trying, but nothing works out. So I refrain.
I wonder what lies ahead for me.
Freedom remains close yet seems and feels so distant.
I know I hold the key.
So many holes within me; Confusion storms my head.
Decisions I dread.
Secret tears fall.
Hoping my freedom will soon befall.
They only see the outside of me.
They don’t see the inside with all the broken feelings hurting me.
~Brian Blackwell

Copyright © 2010 Brian Blackwell